No Resolve

Wow, it's been a long time. I wish I could tell you that I've left Egypt, never to return. But that would be a big fat LIE! I'm still in Egypt and I've unpacked my bags and settled back in. It's a shame, I know. I'm not even comfortable here but I don't have the energy to get up and leave. Well, that's not completely true. I have plenty of energy and resolve in the morning. Everyday when I wake up, I'm determined to do the right thing that day. I tell myself that I can do it, and I usually do, until the meal after lunch. For some reason, it's like my thoughts go crazy. All that I thought about, and spoke to myself earlier that day, just kinda flies out the window. I gotta work on that, I know. I am...I will. It's a promise I've made to myself.